Thank you Dorothy. I try every day to keep my mind motivated, I have not given up on me I try to keep myself on top of things.
With regard to my father I have tried all sites only to be dissappointed, I have no knowledge of him, I have vague memories from when i was very young, My mother had nothing and was told he had no family in the north I have his marriage certificate from 1946 but that does not tell me anything